Walking on the Narrow Road

Pastor Va Vachna grew up in Neak Loeung, a market town on the Mekong River, about 65km southeast of Phnom Penh. In 2001, a small team of OMF missionaries began working there, including starting the music classes that drew Vachna to the church. After studying at the Royal University of Agriculture, Phnom Penh, Vachna spent three years at the Asian Theological Seminary in the Philippines. Today Pastor Vachna leads the church in Neak Loeung and is Chairman of the Fellowship of Churches of Cambodia.
By Pastor Va Vachna

There is a God!

Most Cambodians do not associate with Christians; I was once one of them, hating Christians. One day, in grade 9, I heard about a Christian group conducting a music class. I had always dreamed of playing guitar someday. I went to the class; it was free, but I still didn’t want to associate with the Christians. Playing guitar was what I always wanted.

I decided to go the class, despite the Christians. I prepared myself; I would be very cautious if they asked me to join in any Christian activities. Unfortunately, we needed to pray to the Christian God at the start of class. I prayed, but only for the sake of playing guitar. I told myself that I would never be a Christian.

A chance to hear the gospel

I was invited to join a Sunday service. It was not a class requirement but I wanted to see how Christians worshiped their God. The message was very interesting – it was about the meager offering from the poor widow in Luke 21:1–4. The story was an eye-opener for me. What I had learned from Buddhism was the more we offer to god, the more righteous we become. Yet Jesus considered the poor woman’s offerings more valuable than all the others. 

I decided to learn more about Christianity. I allowed myself to be more available in the Christian group and got involved in ministry. Soon enough, I decided to accept Jesus as my personal Savior.

After some time, I sensed God calling me to be a pastor. I had no idea what or who a pastor was, but he seemed to be the head of the church. It sounded great to me. I went through some training and got more deeply involved in ministry. It was then I realized that the pastor was a nobody in Cambodian society; he received no recognition and even no salary. I wanted to drop back, but I knew it was never right to live against God’s will. I would follow God’s will. Thus I found a way to affirm God’s calling for me. I made a deal with God: if someone from my family became a Christian within one year (it was also my last year in the college), I would accept the calling.

God has proven his existence

I started praying for everyone in my family (two of my brothers were already converted). My oldest sister, youngest brother and my mother were closer to me than my father. Besides, my father was a medical doctor; he would never believe in any spirit or supernatural god. So I prayed for the others more than my father. I had been praying for almost one year but nothing happened. My family did not seem interested at all. I was very upset. I wondered whether to extend it another year for God to work.

The last Sunday of the year arrived; we celebrated Christmas and all my family was invited to church. After the sermon, the speaker invited the audience to accept Christ. In my heart I was shouting, “Come on, mother, it’s your last chance of the year!” I could not look up. I was very nervous as to whether anyone on my prayer list would accept Christ. I said in my heart, “Mother! Mother! Mother!” None of my family would respond, except my father. Unbelievable! I could not understand why God had worked that way.

Walking on the narrow road

New Year came and I went to pray at the church as I usually did at the beginning of New Year. I did not thank God for my father’s conversion; I apologized instead. I said sorry to God for limiting him. I thought my father was too hard-hearted to be converted. In fact, I even prayed for God to have mercy if my father entered the fiery lake.

My father’s conversion not only proved God’s calling, but also his might and faithfulness. From that day on, I declared that nothing is impossible for God. I accepted the calling and went to a Bible school. After three and half years I came back, got married and became a full-time pastor in Fellowship Church of Neak Loeung.

In my very limited experience as a pastor, walking the narrow road helps me understand what the Apostle Paul said in Philippians 3:13; he wanted to finish well. Many times along the way, the need to be significant, recognized and comfortable has dragged me down and pushed me towards the wide road. As God has already done his part, I long to finish mine. May God grant me faith, joy and courage to finish the walk.

To God be the glory!

This article was originally published in OMF’s Billions magazine, May-August 2016. 

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